hey guys so i was at orchard central today and uh it seems to me that the via ferrata wall: NOT WORTH IT. it's... not really climbing? *____* uh, so, yishun safra?

so hey, gNat called me today to tell me there's a new wall at Orchard Central (?!) and that they're having some 1-for-1 offer.

meaning, hello f-list do you guys want to climb?

uh i don't actually know what this place is like but i'll presumably be checking it out this saturday, so. gNat says the offer only stands on weekdays though.

failing that we can go to yishun safra to climb. \o/ so, who wants to go?

NEW TARGET: QUINLAN GETS

OH YEAH, GHEYTIME.

i don't know what to do.

my sim, who is male, rather buff and one step away from being a celebrated 5 star chef, has fallen for someone.

the problem is, this someone is a man. who is married. with children.

quinlan cannot stop thinking about him omg seriously all his wants are like 'talk to dustin, kiss dustin for the first time, make french toast, flirt with dustin'

*________* WHAT WOULD YOU DO?!

(dustin, by the way, is an unemployed, rich, family-oriented, friendly, clumsy slob. and totally ripped dude seriously stop working out. decent-looking, but the sandals/shorts need to go. his lifetime want is to bring 5 kids up from babies to teenagers. he's an adult. he has a wife, two kids, both children.

quinlan is a natural cook, absent-minded, childish, hopelessly romantic and a great kisser. his ltw is to become a 5-star chef, which he is SO CLOSE TO DOING IF HE WOULD JUST FOCUS. he's a young adult, i.e. semi-jailbait.)

dustin shows no interest in quinlan as far as i can tell. WHAT TO DO???!?!!!! i am majorly conflicted here. ALL MY SIMS TURN OUT TO BE HOMEWRECKERS.

here teukie, have a happy kangin. happy birthday!

:D

oh my god oh my god the sun shines beautifully on korea today <3

BOYS IN THE CITY 2:

( here )

SUJU covering GEE on music travel:

( here )

SNSD covering SORRY SORRY on music travel:

( here )

happily reading e3 coverage now, ahahaha i am slow but hey at least now i have everything compiled.

CLAIRE IS 19, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR <3333 HOPE YOU HAD A LOVELY DAY.

contents of box 1:

-company files
-empty files

contents of box 2:

-4 files
-bundle of documents
-6 cheque stubs
-useless name cards of defunct company
-2 mini discs
-6 bundles of file-holders
-40 thai baht
-assorted stationary
-ornate namecard holder box
-1 plastic fork
-1 company stamp

contents of box 3:

-assorted ancient paper bags

contents of box 4:

-empty box, no lid.

revamped icon set \o/ although kangin doesn't look very blonde in his icon D: i couldn't find a hot icon of blonde!Geng. ;___;

i totally cheated and used lily once and naomi twice ohohoho but i still like my spencer icon the best, oh spencer <333 damn hahn's hair looks fantastic, too bad you can't see brooke smith's beautiful blue eyes.

i have so many icons of siwon. what to do?

fuck.

i want to write. i really do, fingers on the keyboard, like i used to, cracking my knuckles as i pause to think of phrases, terminology that i don't really understand but require rolling off the top of my head, clear, lucid, understandable. i want to write, long long letters like i did when i was gone and you weren't, but so many thoughts are in my head i can't express or even hope to comprehend this sudden inability, this melancholy and tiredness.

i want to write, i want to tell someone why i'm angry, when they ask about my reaction to this review or that article, i want to be able to put down in point form like i used to be able to, what i want to say. i want to write this fucking paper even though i don't, but i can't because i don't want to, not really, and more importantly because the words won't come, the angle is not there.

and i talk, i talk and talk and talk, thinking of the best way to push this, the most effective way of getting through, should i codeswitch? are they interested? perhaps i can go in from this point of view, make it sound like this when it isn't? and i smile and i laugh and i sound sincere, but fo knows, fo knows all too well that my eyes are dead and i'm doing this.... why? for whatever insignificant amount i get? so i can put this in my portfolio? because i believe in it?! fuck. i made about 3 times less from MAAN and worked twice as hard, but MAAN was so much better than this could ever be.

no, i do this because it keeps me distracted, keeps me from thinking about other things that shouldn't even be in my head in the first place, keeps me tired and helps to pass the days.

it's the 17th of june.

Papa Tan's birthday is today \o/ so we took him to Billy Bombers and bought him half a rack of ribs. Ah, my father. Lover of meat. He looked proud when I complained that the nachos weren't spicy enough. But mm, nachos....

HI JAN I MISS YOU AND PAPA AND MAMA CHAN SAY HI TO THEM FOR ME. Also, Claire has given me a list! of books! she wants! so we might have to hit Kino soon, + Momo. Also, Claire says she wants 'Asian but not Japanese' ahahaha ;______; so how?

fairly ok day, as things are going with both Claire and Mel out of the country. Ah... I want to go to Scotland too...

turns out I should have bought Colorz in taiwan instead of Sorry Sorry vers. a because the Colorz I saw is limited edition?! cry, and I can't find it anywhere here.

AUSTRALIA WHY ARE YOUR CORPORATE REPORTS IN SUCH SMALL FONT

Sims 3, it eats my life, and i am happily devoured. Urgh.

Office woman running around being generally annoying with her presence.

Girls With Slingshots. man, i wish i could write my best articles when i'm drunk too.

New cons slightly uncomfortable, hm....

Oh look Fo is here. hi Fo! \o/ entertainment.

9 more days, urgh...

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In other news I HAVE THE SIMS 3. :DDDDDDDDD

GETTING RUSTY. GETTING COMPLACENT. BE MORE CAREFUL, QIAN. BE MORE CAREFUL.

Alabaster, PLAY IT, the writing, the plot, the execution, oh my heart.

good week and bad week simultaneously. run-in with mother(s) today argh i need to get better at this.

still hacking my lungs out and spamming meds every day, but ugh, not helping. no point in desperately trying to get better though, i suppose. don't know if i can go for PPP-PPP(PP) at this rate.

MEL YOU HAVE TO PASS ME GINTAMA URGH AND I WILL WATCHING LIKE A WATCHING FIEND IT IS AWESOME.

tired. so much to say and at the same time, nothing at all.

back from Taiwan, (which is NOT IN CHINA, kthnx you have no idea HOW MANY TIMES i had to keep from punching people) dying of a cough/cold/whatever, lucky to not have been quarantined! \o/

WHICH MEANS PEOPLE WHO I AM BEEN EMAILING YOU CAN SMS ME TO UPDATE ME NOW KTHNX :DDD

I need dinner and shower now urgh i've been eating so much i put on weight ;____; cry.